i am exhausted and i have just floated around today, my ability to think is absent again. my mind is absent- that is a good way to describe myself, as someone absent-minded. maybe i never was able to think. when i read my old journals, it becomes more evident that i didn't have flowing thoughts and now on 20.03.11 at 18:18 i still can't think or create, i don't know what my head even sees because i have limited visual imagination. it's like being born blind, blind and bored.
thoughts are more temporary than feelings, and sometimes, i can only feel. but i still think thoughts are far more important than feelings can ever be. i wonder what that says about me as a person.
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