25 a bird outside my window singing louder than the world seems

i look in the mirror and there is a disgusting lack of focus on my responsbilities

24 i am never not wearing socks

i want to defeminise myself a little bit but these socks are too cute

23 i'm the one who's left behind

 i ordered this notebook from a place in hong kong and they sent me free piggy tape

my collection of holographic postcards

things are getting into shape and i need to stop being such an unappreciative bitch and read more, do my work and go to bed earlier. my exams are finished in one month, they start in three weeks tomorrow. everything is coming by so fast and it is frightening because i have no idea what i am going to do with my time after i finish university, which will be in 5 years (if i get into one)

22 bombay bicycle club

i took matt to the first concert of his life and the best concert i had ever been to. this is a spring which is cold but it hums with hope and i feel like i'm on top of the world even though i am so stressed all my hair is going to fall out. but it was amazing and absolutely worth paying for to be there.

21 waiting so long

david bowie every morning and some evenings too. christiane f always.

20 addicted to charity shopping

i cut a dress i bought for £7.00 into a top and skirt as well as a little hairband i think that is pretty resourceful. furthermore, i bought these cute earrings and the lovely bones for £1.50 each and finally the last picture explains why i am getting fat.

19 what i have

i need to learn to be grateful, complain less and worry less, read a lot more when the exams are over. it is easter sunday today. i am not going to waste it because i am going to finish my history essay, write in my journal, write a list of books i want to read, how to stop worrying and how to stop complaining etc these are all the things going round in my head right now.

18 looking chic as to be expected

i am having a party later and i am nervous in case something goes wrong but if it does at least i am wearing cute clothes. i have to wear shorts under this dress though in case i flash my knickers because i'm not a very classy drunk at all. i hope that it will be fun.

17

things that i have bought recently. charity shops are my new favourite thing but now i have empty purse syndrome. i really love art books but i wouldn't ever pay for one full price and this monet book was £2.25 and i nearly bought an encyclopaedia of animals for £3.50 but it was so big and heavy that i didn't in the end and stuck to the green old man jumper with a 48 inch chest which was probably worn by some fat obese wheezing man with a beard. the zebra jumper was from new look which i normally don't like but the summer range is not so bad when jumpers have zebras on them. my wardrobe is bursting and i have too many books. i need to do a massive sort out at the end of the academic year.

16 i wish i had a house in the caribbean

i would like a house with my own botanical gardens in a glass dome. today i am going to the library and i have to return my books which is sad because i haven't had the time to read them. i am planning to take reading up again after my exams so the guilt of not reading textbooks doesn't overwhelm me anymore.

this is love embrace by frida kahlo. i wish i was more in touch with the universe.