33 the rum diary

The scene I had just witnessed brought back a lot of memories - not of things I had done but of things I had failed to do, wasted hours and frustrated moments and opportunities forever lost because I had eaten so much of my life and I would never get it back.

32 i don't mind i'm doing things and doing them with you

things in my town which i still think is boring but i found cute books and it was embarrassing because a man in there heard me being stupid and corrected me

31 things i did things i bought

 my life this month (it will all be over in 4 days)

the things i bought today (the top picture is from a skirt from a charity shop with material like an oil puddle unfortunately the 'camera' i use doesn't take pictures well at all hate being poor someone give me money)

30 the experience of warfare in british countryside

29 my life will be fun for two weeks

 see you later

28 i am looking for some string

i am going to find some thread for my next page i have added watercolour wash backgrounds to some of them but i don't know what to draw on them because i am very very bad at drawing and it makes me cry that everytime i draw i screw it up immediately, the pen only has to touch the page and it is ruined i never ever know what to draw either it is horrible what should i draw please tell me and then i can annoy you by posting more pictures from this

27 sick days

i spend all my time when i am sick wishing i was somehow something, someone, somewhere else, smaller and angular. i am a blob and i am destitute of substance and style.