#52 but i am too painfully conscious of the water bill

• fringes grow at an alarmingly and annoyingly fast rate
• i get that feeling of dread in my stomach even stronger than normal yet it will be over so soon and i will never have to go back to work in a place i hate that much again- working in retail is like going to secondary school especially when you are hardly paid to do it really
• this blog is weird and kind of annoying, but useful looking back through all the pages (recently i have been looking at the pictures rather than the words)
• i want to paint with watercolours
• almost, it is scary that i have done well because it means that i am going to be going somewhere soon and it is what i have always wanted but i am not sure if it will be what i want when i am there because it never really is
• ? practical or abstract? or a weird abyss inbetween which i seem to reach quite easily