#71 my banal existence

this bag now comes everywhere, oxford street today, oxfam tomorrow

#70 demonstrating about stuff i don't like

#69 kool things

#68 i've forgotten that i existed at some point

i am suffering from stress because of college work and trying to work on my first really long story (novel sounds pretentious) at the same time. i gave up my job and started volunteering where i sit at a till and read books by people who can write well. i try to forget that i have college the next day a lot of the time.

#67 a new month, the same stuff

 October (and the next eight months of my life) will be littered with essays and sitting in my bedroom feeling sorry for myself whilst I take pictures on my webcam of my cutest outfits. I am  feeling strange that it is October because that means it is going to be winter soon and when I think about last year compared to this winter, things have changed a lot but in some respects, they have also stayed the same. I suppose I believed things had changed a lot more than they actually did.

Brick Lane on Sunday. Everything was too expensive for me so I came away with nothing except two pairs of earrings and a ring, and some stickers. I think the best part of visiting Brick Lane is just being there as well as the cheap vegetarian curry. The photos above are just a few of the interesting sights we saw that day because it's the kind of place where things are always going on, and even if there aren't, then it's possible just to look around and become part of the scenery, mesmerised by all the different colours and things going on. I love places like that because I spend less money and see more. I think I will stick to actual charity shops for second hand clothing and wear slightly less beautiful things (looking harder for them at the same time).