#75 bad materialism

They started selling the sort of beads I use to make bracelets and necklaces in Poundland and Wilkinsons which is cool

my bedroom walls have stuff on them for the first time in a while

the pattern of a really ugly jumper which I have never worn in public

the cutest dress from a charity shop which only cost £4.00

#74 a list of things which I like

pastel colours, london, journals, taxidermy, certain zines, good books, plastic barettes, primary colours, glittery clothes, tartan dresses, good vegetarian food, tights, socialism, feminism, collages, pony beads, old national geographics, snoopy, childhood memorabilia from the past, watching documentaries, collecting: stickers, notebooks, novelty erasers, holographic postcards; dreamy scenery, pink clouds, the funfair, playing video games alone, finding new bands, sitting in the garden, afghan dogs, vegetarianism, doodling in margins, eating blueberries, making collages, the peep show, tacky jewellery, giant african snails, kittens, strange textures, coloured paper, ugly jumpers

#73 living like everything is a novelty

#72 living in a nightmare

my body is out of sync. I am falling behind in everything I do and I will never catch up.