I can't imagine myself missing home when I leave. I have decided to go to a university in the city because of how unfamiliar it will be to me. Maybe it is impossible to imagine what actually moving out will be like, and that is something I can believe, but the only thing I might miss is lack of responsibility for myself. I've never missed home when I have gone somewhere else and I am finding myself tired everyday by my surroundings. I try my hardest to find new things about where I live, and occasionally I do, but those times are few and far between; I am just not one of those people resourceful and creative enough to satiate their imagination being surrounded by the same environment. I feel like it is suffocating me.
I try my hardest to try and create the feeling of a new surrounding through taking pictures of people and things but scrolling through the files they are all beginning to look exactly the same, which explains the lack of posts on this blog in the last couple of months. I don't want to repeat myself and when I go to college or out and about, I feel like I am in Groundhog Day, as if I'm repeating the same actions in the same place over and over again until I do something crazy to leave.
Here a tiny few of the pictures I have taken of trees in my local area in the last few months.
May 2012
June 2012
August 2012
October 2012
November 2012
December 2012
January 2013