#44 thoughts of the recent months/days/weeks/moments/seconds

• i have been trying to read more books (catch 22 [yuck], blind faith, hollywood, despair, brave new world)
• i have too many things and not enough room for them, even though they are nasty and gross, i am somehow attached to them in a strange and emotional way at the same time.
• listening to myself talk and the monologue in my head can bore me to death a lot of the time (i wish it was possible to step into someone else's skin and listen to them instead)
• currently i am on a path to working in retail for the rest of my life- i need to work harder at college so i don't end up a sales assistant for tacky shops forever.
• theory of mind should never have existed in the first place.